Some days I am so happy where I am in life and other days I want to go screaming away as far as I can.
Some days I know I am blessed beyond measure and other days I can hardly find a blessing other than my boyz.
Once in a while I am glad I am married, but any more, most days I think I only stay married because I don’t want to be a single divorced mother. I don’t want to be seen as a failure.
This is why I have kept this blog. I need to vent and cry and write it all out, but my other blog is too public. Too many people read it and facebook and twitter.
Soon I’ll tell more of the story, but for now, this is all I can share.
-S.
My Blog 
Oh friend I so understand. Seriously. Praying for you.
I feel the same way too. Why in the world did we all go public? or….. less anonymous?